Nowhere

Have you ever felt like things were getting nowhere? That is how I have been feeling a bit lately. I don't think its anyone's fault, its just how things are. At the moment I have only a primary, no secondries, I am slowly working on things with Trance so in one case there is some light at the end of the tunnel but apart from that I feel like I am hitting brick walls with relationships. I know its not anyone's fault, but it sucks.

I also feel like I am getting nowhere in getting pregnant again. Yes I know where babies come from, but it's heart breaking each month when my period comes. Another month of getting nowhere.

Its sad feeling like this, I feel envious of some of my friends who are getting where they want to, i am happy for them but I wish i could get there too.