Fridays Share

Friday continued the theme of a sexy weekend ( for us a weekend is the four days John is not working in his eight day week). we had Trance come by for some love and affection and assurance that she was needed. which to be honest is easy to do as she is a wonderful woman and well telling the truth is easy when its good stuff. For the first bit we spent it talking and enjoying each others company. Then came the fun part.

Photos! I was an artist and Trance was my model. John had talked to me about maybe taking some pictures of her for her HNT's a few days before hand and I had leapt on the chance and planned ahead. I wanted something different but something fun. What I wanted I got!
The photos involved Trance striping down to her panties and laying on the bed, nothing new there but this is were it changed. I then covered her in my soft toy collection, leaving only the essential parts uncovered. Her boobs of course! After taking a series of picture of her with the collection and parts of it, John then whisked her away to our bedroom for some much needed release. Alas afterwards we had to bid her farewell for the night as she had Vino and Vibes to attend mmmmm more sex type stuff. So the night took a pause there.

But not a pause for long as Rodney soon came online for a little teasing, but as I wasn't up for much more than that due to my breasts being tender. But fun was had anyway and Johns mood soon lifted back to sexy thoughts. After a long day and knowing that Saturday was going to be long we retired to bed but that was just the start of some more fun.

Once in bed John and I spooned as usual, my back resting against his front. It wasn't long before he was playing with my breasts stroking them, tweaking my nipples, making my body writhe at his touch. As I seemed to be warming up he decided it was time to make me come. So with my legs and arms pin his started stroking my hot little pussy with his fingers sliding them up and down my slit. Bringing me closer with every stroke, until when I could take it no longer he plunged his fingers deep inside of me, making me clamp down on them as I came hard and fast.

Then it was his turn for some fun, lifting the blankets he told me " Now get to work." Which I did with great glee as sucking his cock is one of my favorite things, feeling the velvety head slide between my lips and watching Johns reaction. It wasn't long before he was unable to take it much longer. I was pulled up his body into a tight embrace, as he was kissing my lips hard with a probing tongue he was guiding my pussy on to his hard cock. We were on fire, I was sliding up and down his cock purring in joy at sensation but not quite coming.

Then came the point where he was close to orgasm but I wasn't, so he suggested something that would being me closer but hold his off. A change of positions in many senses of the term, I would fuck him with my "cock" ( a fun factory Share ). We decided to try missionary first but there was technical difficulties in the position so we changed to him on top riding my big purple cock. John was soon writhing in pleasure on me due to its intensity.

After a bit John was no longer able to take the intensity of it so we swapped again, back to me riding his cock. It wasn't long before I came gently on his cock sparking an intense one from him. This then set me off again, his now soft cock stroking my slit, from my clit to my hole building up from what was already there until I came so intensely I screamed ( glad that my flatmate was at work).

So after going to the bathroom and cleaning up, both John and I curled up in bed and drifted off to sleep. A nice end to a good day.

A bit of art

I like to draw/ be artistic in my free time. I use many mediums paint, pencil, pastels, felts, camera and sometimes even the computer. Each drawing reflects my mood and who I am at that instant. A peaceful landscape has a hidden and normally more deeper meaning than what you might think. For me sometimes it showing that I would like to escape from what I am feeling, escape the pain inside. Here are a few of my pieces.

This Piece is called Captured hand.


Light Trip - Shows confusion within the darkness

This is called Perfect view. It is taken in my favorite place in the world. When I am down I like to escape here in my mind.

Toys

Toys are wonderful things, and sometimes they are wonderful people.
My wonderful friend Rodney is a toy according to my friends, as I enjoy to play with him. And toys are meant to be played with. Unfortunately Rodney lives 8 hours drive away so play is only ever online at the moment. But as Rodney is an old ex of mine things can still be fun.

On Thursday night I decided to have some fun and with some encouragement and instructions from John I had a lot of fun playing with Rodney.
I play with Rodney though messenger with the help of a web cam, normally while John is out but this time was different. John was in the mood for telling me what to do, sharing me out as he put it. So I turned the cam on and started to tease, Rodney is a breast man, so out came my tits. Now these are no small things they are a big and beautiful 16 DD.
Then after a bit of playing with them and teasing the poor man John came up behind me and played with my nipples, which for me sends a wonderful sensation down to my clit. Hello horny!
Seeing John playing with me turned things up a notch. I then striped for him at Johns orders I went and got my little red vibrator and played with my self with it.
After awhile of being on the edge John decide to take another break from the PS2 and help me over the edge, finger fucking me while I played. This got Rodney so worked up.
After finishing our mutual enjoyment over the net Rodney and I said good night as while I don't work Rodney does.

John and I turned in for the night and this is when Johns horniness showed though. Although we are both very kinky, dirty stories and role play is our main thing. We share our fantasies with each other and this is what got us going that night.
John is currently working out what he is sexually, Bi or straight when it comes to conventional terms. But that night his stories were far from hetro.
Pulling me down close to him while I rode his cock, John whispered in my ear his latest idea that was getting him off. The idea of me sucking his cock while Rodney sat and watched, then while I was busy he would suck Rodney's cock. John then told me he wanted to come in my mouth but I was not to swallow I would then pass it on to Rodney. This Fantasy got me so hot I came very soon after. And John came very intensely not far after me.

Reactions

Normally in the poly world the saying is relationship broken add more people but in this case, man broken stop all relationships, three to be precise. For a woman who has no idea of his attentions. This is a man who for the past few years has lived and breathed Poly and kink - bdsm, and is now going to live a vanilla life. What the hell is up with that? Can someone seriously change their sexual apatite? But also what if the woman he wants isn't interested? He would have given up 3 wonderful woman for what a ghost on the horizon. As my dear man has said 3 birds in hand is better than the ghost of one in the bush.

I for one, could not change who I was for someone, and changing your self for an unknown is not fair on the person you're changing for. They never get the real you, and if this is for someone who you see as a potential longterm, is this fair ? They never get the chance to decide based on the truth, where is the trust? I for one like the fact that I know all my husbands likes and dislikes, I know what turns him on and off. If a relationship that you want to take further is based on half truths of who you are, what happens when you can't handle going without what you have given up? The woman you now are with gets hurt.

But what about the other side of the coin, if the woman who you are changing for and have given up whats enjoyable in your life for doesn't want you. What do you do? As in the process of giving things up the bridges between you and the 3 lovely ladies have been burnt. What next?

This has all come about as Johns lover and girlfriend Trance has been dumped for the second time by a secondary of hers, she gave him a second chance and he has thrown away her and 2 others he was with for a woman who he has only just met and isn't even in the dating phase with yet. Whats more he was thoughtless with how he did it.
Men really should study more, Physics can be applied to everyday life situations all the time. Newtons law of motion - For every action there is an equal and opposite reaction. This applies to how you treat people and handle situations as well as when a car hits a wall.

I'm in the mood for .........

I'm in the mood to torture, feel like hurting, I don't know what I'll do next.
Well actually I do know somethings so I will write my ideas down. What has put me in the mood for this is the wild weather outside, Playing online with my boy toy ( not much of a boy as he is only a bit younger, but a toy as I get to play with him) and because I have Whiskey gnawing on my arm.

Now for my evil and not so evil ideas.

1. Tie a naked male to the bed, make him hard and happy then let in a very playful cat who like to play with rod like objects. Evil yes I think so, cruel? Not to the cat.

2. I currently have cold hands so its my inspiration. Dripping ice cold water on to the guy mentioned above. Not somewhere nice like his chest, but on his nice warm and hard cock.

3. I though of this one awhile ago. On a hard cock put one champagne cage and do it up. ( For those that don't know what I mean the little wire cage thingie that keeps the cork on)

Now those were ideas to do to men. Now for the female ideas.

4. I have a number of bi/poly female friends who I have played with over time. Take two bi females, tie them to opposite ends of a bed with a vibrator in each of their pussies ( sorry if the word offends). They are able to reach the other person one just with their feet, but can't touch their own. But unknown to them both would be on a remote control, turning one up would turn the other down. Neither of them able to orgasm while the other is. All the while I will be tormenting each of them with their favorite thing, man, woman or toy keeping them on the edge of pleasure. Denial is mean more than evil.

5. Tying a lovely woman to a bed and having a hard cock bobbing in her face ( note she loves cock) but all the while being unable to suck it. Then having the owner of the cock make out with another guy over her body. Their bodies just toughing her, all the while she gets hotter and hornier, but is unable to do anything. Then the two guys will get her close to orgasm but stop just before she peaks so as to pleasure each other again. All while she watches unable to move or do anything. They make each other orgasm, but nowhere near her mouth so she misses out on the taste she so wants. Then they let her orgasm with a simple word of come for us.

6. Well this one is personal, but I am not this cruel. My dear flatmate is out tonight at a party the next city over. Aeryn has a thing for the army guy down the road. I was considering sending her a message asking if it was ok for him to stay the night in her bed while she was out of town.
I decided that this idea was cruel and mean. As she cares for him alot and well would be upset about not being here while he was. ( The weather meant he stayed home)

Thats all I have for now, but as I have been in a sexy mood of late might write about that.

Age gaps

When is old too old, when it comes to dating?
As we get older age gaps become less important, its more about who we are as people. But at what age does this become appropriate? As teenagers in high school we tend to date people in the same classes as ourselves so they are about the same age as us. But when is it ok to widen the gap?

At 16 here in New Zealand we become considered adults, in the fact we are legally allowed to have sex, for many of us this is the point when the dating rules change. It becomes socially acceptable for us to date older people, but at the same time it is no longer acceptable to date any one younger than a year younger or under 16. Is this because of the assumption that once you turn 16 you automatically have the mentality of an adult? Or is it because of something else?

From 16 onwards you are no longer considered a child when it comes to sexual acts and actions, and legally you are treated as such. But on the other hand the criminal age is 17 so where is the line and who has the power of discretion? At this stage the police and Children's Social services do. They decide what course of action will be taken, prosecution or counseling be the two most common options. This all depends on the age gap and the maturity of the teenagers.

While at 16 it seems ok to date older people, sometimes socially it is still isn't, all depending on the persons situation in life, are you working or are you still in school? While a 16 year old and a 19 year old is not much of a gap, their life situations create a different gap, the same could be said for a 40 year old and a 20 year old what is it that make it work?
So as we get older its not the age that creates the diffulties in reality its the life situations that does. Or in other words the generational differences. What things in our lives have made us who we are or what things do we do that define us. Hobbies, media, events all help widen and lessen social gaps

From personal experience I was once a 17 year old still at high school dating a 23 year old, and as I was still at school this created a social gap between us, yet when I was 19 and repeating my senior year I dated a 16 year old and as we were both at school there was no such gap. Now as an almost 24 year old my husband is 30. years ago some that age would have seemed ancient but that is not the case now. My parents have 8 years between them, my dad being the older, yet on most days of the week its my mum who seems to have all the maturity.

So when dose age really stop being an issue, legally its 16, but we all know some kid out there who was or is more mature at 14 than some of the adults we know.
At the same time I guess we have to look at what a person wants to get out of the relationship, is it companionship, sex or a combination of the two. Because as I see it, its not who or how old they are but its what a person gets up to on a date that should mater. As its that level of maturity that should mater. Not every adult wants to have sex but at the same time not every teenager just wants to hang out, with a maximum "action" of a kiss and cuddle.

Boobs!

Breasts! There I have said it. But what is societies problem with them, have we over sexualized them? Today women are being told by health professionals that breast feeding is best for both them and their babies health, yet at the same time society is telling them, not to do it here but behind closed doors. A clear case on NIMBYism ( not in my backyard) at it's worst. Woman who don't breast feed are being made to feel guilty but at the same time woman who do are made to feel ashamed or dirty because they have to feed their baby.

Babies need feeding constainly and during a days shopping will need a couple of feeds, thirty years ago there were places a woman could go and rest, and also feed her baby without being made to feel embarrassed or ashamed about what she was doing. Yet today there are very few of those places left and for somewhere private in a public place woman are left toilet stalls and other uncomfortable places. Heaven forbid she try doing it out in the open.

Well I say screw that boobs were designed for babies not for adults, yes we do get a lot out of them when played with but think of their purpose to provide nourishment for young, not as people think to act as sex toys.

Large breasts are desired by men not as they think for their enjoyment, but is a primitive part of human mate selection, a woman with bigger boobs should give off more milk thus produce stronger children. So its all about children.

Boobs should have warning labels ; Not Suitable for over 3 years old!